hello!! i'm diskey/hen/punchy/vincent/perkins, but i go mainly by the name of diskey! i'm a queer guy who likes drawing. this code is modified and is not by me, but i don't know who the original owner is. anywho, this is my digital diary and casual place of putting thangs. if you like it here, feel free to stick around! if not, cya later! that's about it from me.

UGHHHHHHHHHH KILLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i have had such a horrific day mood-wise bro and i don't know why. i mean it's probably hormones and i know that but i fucking hate when i can't control my emotions. i know i should handle it in a way where it's appropiate, but i can't even do that. i'm just not sure how to manage it. it's becoming worse. it's becoming abusive in a way. i feel like i abuse those around me when i'm angry. this isn't right. i genuinely hate this. it sickens me. i want to yell at the sky until my throat is bleeding. i could never conjure a reason why my brain yearns to take shit out on who i love most and hurt them in the process. and i LISTEN. THAT'S THE WORST PART. I LISTEN TO THE FUCKING VOICES!!!! AS IF THAT HELPS ANYTHING!!!!!! UGHHHHHHH okay i'm done ranting here for now. bye guys

just another day honestly. called my bf and had an AWESOME TIME DOING SO. laughed super hard with him. still trying to process what's happened to me these past few days and how i'm still on this planet breathing but that's besides the point. i had a good day today, honestly. made a vent animatic and coffee has been helping with my energy level in the day time. been managing overall without stimulants and i'd say it's been going well!! idk. still taking my meds in moderation due to what happened. it's been going moderately well so i have no complaints. aside from that, i had a weird ass dream about how we had to play volleyball in memory of 9/11 and how this one kid took it too far and brought nukes?? so we had to escape the school while meanwhile there were a bunch of rabid dogs outside that we had to evade as well. i eventaully made it to my mom's car but she was weirdly blonde and was like 3d parappa style ish. that's about it. i'm TIRED. so i'm prolly gonna conk out after this. i wonder if i'll have any more crazy ass dreams. see you all later!

"i had to make myself a monster just to feel something"

- triumph of disintegration by of montreal

"can't let it drag us, won't let it drag us"

- drag by flick

"you're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature finger-bangin' my heart"

- love me dead by ludo

"and if i drown and don't come back, who's gonna know?"

- foreword by tyler, the creator

"i'm fucked up, but i ain't as fucked up as you"

- u by kendrick lamar

"wake up in the morning and i ask myself: is life worth living, should i blast myself?"

- changes by 2pac

"tell everyone in the world that i'm you"

- forest by system of a down

"i've got 99 problems and all of them's being happy"

- pigs by tyler, the creator

"stick around and ima do my worst"

- spoiled little brat by underscores

"i love you better when you're kept in check"

- commatose by glass beach